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Just making another appearance on deviantart, once again I leave for months, come back, and the whole place has changed!

Well Megan, of course it has.

Anyway, a lot has changed in my life but this is a website about my photography not my personal story.

I hope you like the new shots I put up. Take a look.
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This is just a little something that I wrote when I was in philosophy class the other day and my mind was wandering. Enjoy.

Art is permanent. It can't run away from me and hide from me like my thoughts and memories can. I wish I could have capitalized on that situation. I just want to be outside all the time. I am inside all the time. I feel trapped and enclosed. I want to be free and to exist in nature. Inside I am trapped from nature. I am shut away from my life force and my lover. I want to take art classes. I want my canvas and my brush and my paint and I want to sit in a tree and be free. I am siting in that tree in my front yard. In my head. It appears to be my new safe place. All I want is to live in that clean feeling of sunlight filtered through leaves and soft cool earth and moss beneath my toes. I like to climb trees and see the world from new angles. When I stay inside for too long I feel crushed and depressed.


In other news, I've discovered that college makes everyone a raging, bi-sexual, alcoholic sex deviant.
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All Apologies

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Sorry for my recent lack of activity, I've been busy with life and school, I'm working costumes for Compleat Female Stage Beauty, which opens this thursday, after that my life should calm down and I'll look at some of the 664 deviations in my message box =(

Sorry lovers.


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Look below the feature for my newest ranting time about LAPD and their use of unnecessary force.


:thumb75378935: BA ID by Gromitsend Faces of Franklin: Ron v2 by Gromitsend Like Ours v3 by Gromitsend Marks of Life by Vindrea David by sunquai Annette by sunquai A Girl and her Dog by MyVirgoPhotography Spinning by loveErica :thumb69843661: :thumb66075099: tears of the autumn by Laerel i've yet to fathom. by Hell-okitty :thumb68441377: deuxieme quiddity. by stickbugs

Okay ranting time!

You may not be aware of this, but I am a college student, enrolled and attending the University of Southern California, more commonly referred to as USC. (I'm in the school of theatre =))

This past weekend, I believe on friday, there was a block party on 30th street, between Orchard and McClintock. This block party was cleverly designed to be "around the world" with different houses having different themes.

Also, "the row" or, our row of frat houses, was not having any parties this week, as it was rush.

So as predicted on the infamous facebook group, over 1,000 students showed up for this block party, myself included.

I wasn't drinking, myself, having already ruined my system enough at college to not being able to smell alcohol without getting sick, but I was going from house to house, hanging out with people, having a good time. At the Spain house, I think, they were playing some pretty tight music, so I was out on the porch with some friends dancing. I was up on the porches railing dancing at one point and somebody put a spotlight on me, and, as a theatre student, I thoroughly enjoyed it.

So anyway. A little past midnight this house turned off the music, which was lame, so my friend Sam and I went off to find another house to go enjoy.
Nobody else was playing music. LAME... and we decided we'd peace and go spend the rest of the night chillin at my place. So we wove through the tightly packed street, getting pressed and groped by the thousands of people crammed into this street, and left.

As we're walking back we hear a loud noise and turn around to see a helicopter flying in over what looks to be 30th street. We laugh at LAPD for sending a helicopter to what was just a mass of college students trying to have a good time, and continue on our way.

Flash to about 2, maybe 3 hours later. I'm in my guys friends apartment, playing Rock Band, and my friend Blake walks in, talking about a riot and that he actually got hit by a police officer.

Apparently LAPD sent in a RIOT FORCE to deal with this party. College students are apparently more threatening that the various other characters walking around South Central LA at 4am. Honestly, if LAPD had left the students alone, they would have all wandered home eventually. Instead, in all their wisdom, they incited a riot out of over 1000 students, not all of whom were drunk, arrested 9, and made it nearly impossible for students to get back to their apartments until the early hours of the morning.

The police used batons, mace, tear gas, rubber bullets to hold back the students. My friend Blake claims he drunkenly said "whats going on" and a cop yelled "GET BACK!" and hit him with the baton.

LAPD is a powertripping force of men who think that using violence against unarmed, non-violent college students is a good use of their time.

Assholes. I know its immature to call them assholes, but still.

For those interested, heres a video of this that I found, taken from the front lines.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=kjI2Zy…

Also, its fair to say, I'm just angry that I wasn't there for the riot. I apparently left 5 minutes too early.
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I enjoy spilling my guts to the internet. Because it can't reprimand me back.

I am coming to terms with a lot of things in my life.

I hope that by May, when I come home again, I'll be a new, happier, person.

And I know this is a negative journal entry, so for a dash of optimism... I'm starting a project this year, I got a book for christmas "This Book Will Change Your Life" and I've made a blog on another website following my attempts to follow that book. Because they're amusing.

Here's a feature for January... =)Enjoy


Photography & Manips

Snow Tree - black and white by FreneticAmnesic :thumb73538146: :thumb73610326: elements by atut smoke by atut The Promise by fwadtl Ignorant by madijams Wings for Marie by Kel-----Bel The Gateway by ciaraan Sorrow by ciaraan Soar by isotopez Catchin' Some Z's by newdythenewb :thumb60595971: :thumb62884478: Frozen by SarahJPhotography I'll wait for you by emmysdaddy

Mature Content

sacrifice by emmysdaddy
DreamNotes by lucidreamer20

Traditional

LGTU 03 pages 08 and 09 by davechisholm Unbound by ZeNumbers :thumb68581863: 89. Vicious Cycle by Snapperz Howdy, Freckles by Snapperz

Literature - I read every writing submission I had, few though they were, and these ones are really worth checking out!

AfterlifeMy name is Jamie.
I am five.
My parents think
I'm still alive.
One day after church
A man grabbed me and then
He pulled out a gun
And put it to my head.
"If what you say is true,
Then this boy won't die."
He pulled the trigger.
Mommy cried.
My parents were sad
For a very long time,
But eventually they decided
I was still alive.
Mommy prays for me.
She says I was "saved."
That I'll live forever
In a wonderful place.
I'm not sure what she means.
I'm still here.
I've been watching my parents
All these years.
They don't seem to hear me
And I don't think they can see
That I still live in our house
Just invisibly.
Wish Upon a Star“I wish I could make pretty things,”
A woman whispered to the wind
And the stars seemed to shine a little brighter
As they bent in to listen.
“I wish I could change the world
Even in the smallest way
With a pencil and some paper
Or maybe a brush and some paint.
“I wish that I could make something
That makes a child smile:
Something worth making,
Something worthwhile.
“I wish dearly, more than anything,
That I could make people think,
Or maybe make people thankful,
Or maybe make them want to sing.
“I wish my art were good enough
To change a person’s mood:
To make someone bright and cheerful
Out of someone angry and rude.”
The woman went to bed
And slept a deep, deep sleep.
She dreamed her art made people smile
And for the moment she found peace.
The stars waited until the morning
Then they hid behind the sun.
They discussed the yearning woman
And decided what must be done.
“We’ll grant her the wish she asks,” they said.
“It was
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Okay ranting time!

Lately, the only forum I've been chilling in has been the thumbshare forum, because there all anybody does is whore their artwork, theres not really that much interaction. So I've been there for awhile, and I guess I FORGOT why I left the other forums, like deviants, and the entertainment forums.

So I went back.

To discover that nothing has changed.

Dear Deviants, hear me, condescension does NOT make you cool. Yes its true, some people should smack their parents for breeding. Those people should not post in the forums, because it offends the rest of our intelligence.

But I was on a forum tonight and I saw someone had posted in a book forum "I liked this book it was decent." That was the whole post, basically, and someone MOCKED him with "okay, glad you liked it"

I'm asking, in the BOOKS forum, whats wrong with saying you liked a book? THe poster was probably looking for some discussion on this book.

So I investigated, and went to the page of the arrogant deviant who mocked. His journal consisted of links to other conversations showing off how wonderful his powers of condescension were.

Really? Really?

Its just not necessary. If someone say something stupid, engage them in a conversation and by all means shut them down. But just being pointlessly cruel and then flaunting it is NOT going to make deviantart a community where young, inexperienced artist will want to come and share their art, and converse with other artists.

If I had gone to the forums when I first joined this site, I wouldn't still be here, they probably would have made me feel so terrible about myself I would have fled.

I might write a news article about this if it keeps pissing me off.

Its one thing to shut down a dumbass. Its quite another to harass someone who just made a mistake, or misspoke.

grrr.. I hope that made sense, its 1am, and I haven't slept in a very long time.
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